Devastated

It was late on an October afternoon went I sat down in North Carolina football coach Bill Dooley’s office to question him about a Tar Heel player who had died of a heat stroke.

Dooley’s office was in Kenan Field House at the east end of Kenan Memorial Stadium. I sat in a chair in front of the coach’s desk. He sat in a swivel chair on the other side. Behind him there was a large picture window overlooking the football field.

We were alone.

Coach Bill Dooley
Coach Bill Dooley

Dooley seemed angry.  He knew I had already talked to several dozen people, including former players, about the way he ran his program and about what had happened the day the sophomore guard had collapsed while running wind sprints.

Dooley was being criticized by a group of former players who said he abused his players. The group was headed by a former All ACC linebacker who gave them credibility.

I had almost finished reporting the story — this would be the last interview — and I already knew enough to know the story would not be entirely unfavorable.  But, of course, I didn’t tell him that.

We shook hands but there was no friendly banter. I sat down, turned on my  tape recorder, and went to work. Dooley gave me short answers, but he answered.  At least he didn’t hide behind a “spokesman” like a lot of officials do when their train jumps the tracks. I admired him for that.

Dooley said nothing critical about the All-ACC linebacker who was wearing him out at news conferences, although there was plenty the coach could have said.

This is what I eventually wrote about Dooley’s chief critic:

“[He] speaks for these ex-athletes, lends them his name. Yet, he has not told his news conferences of his own experience with the UNC coach. In a taped interview with The News & Observer, [he] said Dooley had arranged for him to see a psychiatrist during his sophomore year; that after he pleaded guilty in student court to stealing books, and was kicked out of school and lost his scholarship in January 1969, Dooley got him a job and a place to live and, when he was readmitted to school, Dooley recommended that his scholarship be reinstated.”

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When I was done, when I had asked Dooley all the questions I had on my mind, he asked me to turn off my tape recorder.   I did.  He was off the record now, and he began to talk.  I just sat there and listened.

The sun went down, but Dooley just kept talking. He didn’t  turn on a light and, gradually, his office went dark. I couldn’t see him anymore, just an outline of him framed by the faint light from the window.  He didn’t seem to notice the darkness.

It was plain  to me — Dooley was devastated by the youngster’s death. He had lingered for 15 days at N.C. Memorial Hospital in Chapel Hill and the coach had spent countless hours at his bedside.  And when he died part of Dooley died too.

Postscript: Dooley coached the Tar Heels for six more years before resigning in 1977 to take the head coaching job at Virginia Tech.  Dooley’s record, 69-53-2, made him the winningest football coach in UNC history at that time.

Coming Monday: Her Sad Wish

Who ARE You?

When I was a newspaperman I got to know Sam Garrison, the warden of Central Prison in Raleigh, a maximum security institution that housed many of the state’s most dangerous criminals.

Central Prison was only a mile or so from The News & Observer, where I worked, and sometimes I’d go by and see Sam about something and then hang around and shoot the breeze.  I liked him.

One day he told me this story:

He said he grew up in a little town near Raleigh, Garner maybe, I can’t remember. Anyway, he said that when he was a teenager he and his buddies would drive to Raleigh occasionally looking for a little excitement.

North Carolina state capitol
North Carolina’s state capitol

On this occasion they were in a convertible, with the top down.  Sam said he was sitting on the back of the rear seat, with his feet in the seat, having fun with pedestrians. Sam said they were on Morgan Street, next to the capitol, when he yelled at this young guy  and said, “We need directions to the capitol.”

The capitol, of course, was right there, in plain sight.  But the guy said, “Sure, turn right on Fayetteville Street, go three blocks and hang a left. You can’t miss it.”

Sam, who was a good size boy, bigger than the boy who had turned his little joke around, said he hopped out of the car and took the first swing. That turned out to be a mistake.

“I had to crawl under the bushes there by the sidewalk to get away from him, to get him to stop hitting me,” the warden said. When the boy stopped Sam said he crawled out of the bushes and introduced himself.

Warden Sam Garrison
Warden Sam Garrison

“I’m Sam Garrison,” he said. “Who are you?”

And he said the boy told him, “I’m the middle weight Golden Gloves champion of North Carolina.”

Warden Garrison told me that incident put him on the straight and narrow, took away any desire he had to pick fights with strangers.

NOTE1: Garrison, who worked his way up from prison guard, was the warden at Central for 14 years.

NOTE2:   Sam tried to tell me how things worked in prison and one day he showed me. He pointed toward a Styrofoam cup, attached to a string, being pulled rapidly up the tiers of cells.   That was one way, Sam said, that the most powerful inmates — the most feared — distinguished themselves from everyone else: they had hot coffee, and a newspaper, delivered to their cells every morning.

Coming Friday: Devastated